Monday, April 30, 2007

The most priceless taxi ride home

It was past 2am, I was tired, I looked like shit and I felt a little groggy... Finally I get to go home after a long day at work + a lot of walking + jamming....
but it didn't keep me from having the best conversation with a taxi driver.

I hopped onto a cab just outside our bright red building.
Out of curiosity, the driver asked if there were still other people working inside this building at this time, to which I answered yes. I was tired and wasn't ready to talk that much.

At this point, we passed by a field with many wooden cows planted into the ground - a sight many were familiar with, but some probably unaware of what it meant.

He asked me if I knew why there were so many of these cows around the island. Politely, I answered that it was done by a media company as a form of advertisement for themselves, and also a demonstration of what they could do for their clients.

Of course, I didn't explain it in such technical details yet until he told me his own perspective, of which made me realise that this driver is actually quite an analyst.

As we drove onto the expressway, he turned back to the topic on what I was doing at the big red building, so late into the night (or rather so early in the morning).

And just like what I always tell to strangers... "I do music".

This always puzzles them of course, but I prefer to be vague and then let the conversation drift off where possible.

I simply told him that we created music and sell cds in stores.

My tactic worked because he soon began the huge topic of music. On how he loved music, especially 80s english classics, and how he feels that a lot of work is put into creating a song.
I totally agreed with him and concluded saying how every industry and every profession is more difficult than it seemed to be. That something may look simple but there is a lot of knowledge that goes behind it.

So, having told him about myself (not much really hahah), he began to tell me about his philosophies about doing a business.

Firstly, as a taxi driver.

He emphasized on the importance of service. How he started out always getting complaints from passengers but then learnt from his mistakes.

Now, he understands what routes to take; how to read passengers differently in order to give them a comfortable ride - how fast he drives, how wide a turn he makes, how much he should talk... And that the greatest satisfaction comes from a passenger telling him that it was the most comfortable taxi ride he had ever taken.

I was impressed, and at that instant, I realised too that the ride so far had indeed been very smooth (unlike other nights when I was just as tired but almost wanting to puke from the shaky taxi rides home).

By this time, we were exiting the expressway into AMK.
He went on to his second story...

Of a time when he operated a western food stall for 6 years.
In this story, I'll call him the 'boss'

He took over the stall from a friend without thinking too much. And went on to hire a cook, while he would do the mangement of the business.

Nothing to strange about that, except that the cook would always try to get the boss away. And when the boss returns, he'll realise that all the ingredients have already been prepared.

It was obvious that the cook was trying to hide his trade secrets from his boss.

However, it made the boss realise that: if you don't know the trade that you are in, you are going to be bullied by others.

The boss knew that some day, the cook would play him out. His business could not depend on this one cook alone.. he had to learn the tricks of the trade himself.

Cleverly, he bought containers in which he put the salt and other seasoning and always filled them up fully. He would sit far away having breakfast, watching the cook from far preparing the ingredients for the day. And after the cook was done, the boss would quickly measure how much seasoning was used up for what amount of meat.

The boss also practiced preparing the ingredients and cooking whenever the cook was off. Through time, and feedback from customers, he learnt through lots of trial and error.

One day, the cook really did play out on the boss. With an excuse of a stomachache, he simply didn't turn up for a few days. If the business was dependent on this cook, the stall would have to close for those days as well. However, the boss was ready and he didn't hesitate to do the cooking himself.

When the cook finally called back, the boss confidently told him that he only needed to come in the evenings to do the cooking for the stall, and that his pay would be cut by 40%.

Shocked, the cook quickly asked his boss who would prepare the ingredients if he were only to be responsible for cooking at the stall, during the evenings. With the greatest confidence, the boss replied 'me'.

I felt like applauding him at that time. Totally impressed by his wit.
But what left a deep impression on me, was how he learnt that he ultimately had to depend on himself for his own business.

This was a taxi driver with a difference.

The first taxi driver that has made an impact on my life, because his story is definitely one that will help me in my own ventures in future.

Know your trade, know your own abilities and if you are lacking in it, then find ways to work harder on it.

The taxi finally came to a stop in front of the stairs leading up to my block.

I handed over the money to the driver, but he was still talking. Seemingly uneager to end the conversation. And I too, seemed to have forgetten my weariness...

I thanked him whole heartedly, and wish that someday I might hop onto his cab again.
Because it was not just a comfortable ride, but a very enlightening experience

One word, priceless.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Breaking down the walls of glitz and glamour

Many people want to enter this industry...

And those who feel they have easy access to it, get air-headed about it.

Its after all, the world of entertainment.

Why wouldn't there be glitz and glamour?

But tear down these walls and look further... the truth of it is beyond big bucks rolling in for the companies and highly paid staff.

As cliche as it may sound. The pie IS shrinking, especially here in Singapore.

We aren't like China, where money is mainly spent on marketing the product created by Singapore and Taiwan.

In China, they can hire new staff at their own will, each only tasked with one specific role.
(so haven't they ever wondered why 10 of them can be looking for just one of us here?)

Here, output is great, input isn't...

Just last week, we had a meeting with a certain non profit organisation.
At that meeting, a lot of things came to light for them.

You can spend a hundred thousand to produce an album. But for selling each album, you probably only get $1.50 each.

Do the math... that would mean you'll have to sell 66666 copies in order to break even.
That doesn't include all the other costs for events that collaterals that come along with it.

Think again, the next time you walk into a record store, and pay $18.90 for a CD.
I wouldn't even go into the topic of piracy...

Needless to say, the people from this non profit organisation who thought that they were because their work was for a good cause, low pay was a form of making a sacrifice.

And yes, they were shocked too that we don't get paid that much either.

We live for another form of religion.... one called passion.

People have always asked how I got into this job.
Its luck... and a belief
The rest of it is lots of hard work and lots of stamina, plus the need to cut down on expenses.

But to those who find it all so glamourous...
I say, think again. You really do have to LIVE for your passion.

And yes, there is such a thing as 'monday blues' in the industry as well.
Where possible, we too like to avoid working on weekends.

And sometimes, I wish I could turn my mobile phone off for just a while or even a day... but then I can never leave it out of sight and out of mind.

I don't even know how to end off this entry...


Just that... in every country, everyone has their own share of problems. We all see things in our own perspective. Here's just a share of mine =)

Why try so hard?

Talk more, make more mistakes...

LKY in the spotlight



All I have to say is this...


Saturday, April 28, 2007

Its not easy to be me ...

Superman - Five for fighting



I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me


Ripples in the water

I wanted to blog.

But there are just so many things on my mind.

So many things I'm angry about. About the country, the ruling party, the policies and the system. Its stifling

Angry about being taken advantaged of at work.. underpaid and treated like invisble by 'big heads'.

But yet, getting satisfaction from the work I've done and completing each project.

Feeling satisfied from being able to disturb the equilibrium of the inflexible, only-wanna-save-their butts civil servants.

It only takes a pebble to create ripples in the still water.
We all have a part to play, and we should live it fully.

Probably, if I wasn't feeling so angry about these right now, I wouldn't even call myself alive.

My ultimate respect to all these 'pebbles' out there, making their own efforts in changing this world, for the good of others.


As we've always been taught....

Still water breeds mosquitoes

Look at the big fat mosquitoes we've bred!!


Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Listen or we sink into nothingness!!

If you can swallow the contents of this article like its nothing, I salute you!


"If Singapore ever loses this kind of government of capability and integrity, of always looking into the future, planning ahead, it will just sink into nothingness and become an insignificant island" - MM Lee

"You want to quarrel about $20M over a 4 trillion economy? I say rubbish. Let's say the PAP crashes tomorrow, right? One boatload sinks, 3000 people dead. You have an election. You're going to reproduce this govt. No...." - MM Lee.

(emphasis mine)


Then my question is,
why quarrel about $290 in public assistance for the needy, over a $3million salary????

You talk about the 'big picture'.
Do you think someone struggling with daily life can see beyond how to make ends meet everyday?

Or maybe we really are the fools.
Because you are the wisest man in Singapore, Johor and the whole wide world!


"The biggest mistake any Singaporean can make is to believe that Singapore is an ordinary country like Malaysia, like Indonesia, like Thailand, the Phillipines, Vietnam, Australia, New Zealand, Denmark" -MM Lee, 22 April 2007.


Unfortunately, someone from Denmark doesn't think so...

http://www.mrbiao.com/blog/danish-citizen-responds-to-mm-lees-mediocre-government-comment.html


Thursday, April 19, 2007

the four letter word

Singaporeans FEAR
  • change (of jobs, of environment)
  • higher authority
  • bigger countries
  • the gahmen
  • taking risks
  • not having enough money
  • believing that they can make a difference
  • getting into trouble
  • losing things essential to basic living (jobs, property, money, reputation, 'face')
  • being different
  • themselves
Fear imprisons; faith liberates; fear paralyzes; faith empowers; fear disheartens; faith encourages; fear sickens; faith heals; fear makes useless; faith makes serviceable.

-- Harry Emerson Fosdick.


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Take some time now...

Not sure how many people will do this

But forgo watching a drama or a variety show on tv

Go onto youtube

Search for 'pay hike' and do watch these alternative voices

Be more concerned about the country you live in and know what you can do

(I believe there is some high paid civil servant, or maybe a team, working 5 days a week, keeping tabs of all blogs that mention this sensitive term called 'pay hike'. Well, if you found me, good for you. One more to add to your quota!)

Monday, April 16, 2007

Meritocracy is a myth

You don't have to be in a top primary school.
Neither do you need to score straight As in your exams.
Won't make a difference if you are the teacher's pet.
Needless to say, hard work in University and getting into Dean's lists are quite redundant.

All you have to do, is pray that you get born into the right family.

There's no such thing as meritocracy, only descendancy.

By the way, I did a silly estimation about how much I can spend a year (bills, transport, food, medical bills, essentials and wants, plus a bonus holiday) versus my take home pay in a year.

And after some calculation, I have zero dollars left (except for whats growing away in the untouchable CPF, only touchable by the gahmen of course).

Sunday, April 15, 2007

$_$

Don't have much time to read online, except during weekends and this has been my greatest source of news and articles on the web...

http://www.intelligentsingaporean.wordpress.com/

Plenty of well written articles lately.. on what other topic than the $$$ issue that has taken the country by storm recently. Even though... its disappointing that not many people I know seem to be as affected as I'd hope they would be.

Why am I feeling so angry about this whole issue??

Nonetheless, I'm still hoping that posting these would prompt some people to read more and know more. Think for yourselves, and not just accept everything that is implemented.

Not this time at least.... because its been much too distasteful...

Which is why, I so appreciate this well written post by insanepoly, entitled so appropriately as STFU

http://www.insanepoly.com/blog/?p=325

I second, third and fourth it.... Can they just
STFU!!!

Enough already.
And stop wasting the time on national TV and the space in the national newspaper.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Singapore, you have done it again.

world class society? barely...
so what is our dear gahmen doing??

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Taken from http://www.insanepoly.com/




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And yup, we can't have you say the word 'bomb' twice in the airport either...


Taken from http://singaporemind.blogspot.com/index.html

A FAMILY HOLIDAY RUINED BY ILLOGICAL SECURITY OFFICERS


Dear Mr. Foo,

My name is Sandra Tan (I/C number xxxxxxxx). It is with great disappointment and distress that I am filing a complaint to you with regards to my situation.
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My family (including myself, my husband, my daughter, and my son) planned a Darwin holiday for the March school vacation period and was supposed to depart on 09 March. Unfortunately, we were put in a situation by the security officers at the departure terminal, that was way beyond our control and we were not able to make our trip. The following is an account of what had happened :
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- I entered the Immigration gantry at about 7.15pm with my daughter (Belle Lee, 13 yrs old) to have our passport scanned and our hand carry luggage checked whilst my husband (Lee Ming Chong) stayed behind with my son (Caius Lee, 8 yrs old) at the ticketing counter to sort out my son's visa. After having mine and my Belle's passport scanned, we proceed to the security gantry to have our hand luggage and our bodies scanned. Belle passed the security gantry first, whilst I followed right behind her. A lady officer asked me to remove my boots for scanning, and I did as told immediately and put my boots inside the basket provided, for it to be scanned together with my hand luggage. I then proceed to the metal detector of which I cleared without the gantry beeping or detecting any metal objects. I was then asked to collect my luggage and my boots. In the mean time, Belle was throwing away a sweet wrapper and retuning to me and saw me putting on my boots. Belle then asked casually "Mummy, why do you have to remove your shoes?" Whilst putting on my boots, I replied her and said that "they (the security officers) are afraid that we might keep bombs in our shoes (which is why I need to take it off to have it scanned)"
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Immediately, a security officer standing at the conveyor belt (Stephen S Naidira) who was standing in front of me said with a very rude tone "repeat what you just said". I clarified with him what he meant - is it for me to repeat what I had told my daughter? He said loudly again, to repeat what I had just said. So I did exactly what he told me. I said to him that "my daughter asked me why I need to take off my shoes, and I told her that you guys (the security officers) are afraid that we will keep bombs in our shoes." He immediately asked me to stand aside and said that he had to report it to his superior that I said the word "bomb" twice. Then an Indian lady (Sivamalar) at the customs started hurling at me and my daughter and said that I said the word "bomb" twice and it is against the law and I can be sent to jail and they are calling the police. She (Sivamalar) was so loud and rude and she shoved us to the side, and refused to listen to my explanation. In fact, she got so aggressive that another officer Ricky Lim (I guess it's her supervisor) had to come forward to stop her from further attacking me and my daughter verbally, and specifically asked Sivamalar to "shut up". I told Ricky Lim that I would like to know the names of his staff because their attitude and rudeness were simply beyond any acceptable level. Immediately Sivamalar got so angry and aggressive that she started charging at Ricky Lim and hurled "What?! What?! What?! She (she meant me) said the word "Bomb" twice, so what is wrong with arresting her (which is me) and we were told that if we heard the word twice, we will arrest!!" At that time, Stephen S Naidira came to me again to intimidate me further by asking me to repeat what I said earlier to my daughter again. I refused to repeat again then because I believe he was deliberately asking me to repeat so that he can count the number of times that I mentioned the word "bomb". I also believe that that the officers were deliberately provoking me by being rude and intimidating, in the hope that I will retaliate in kind, thereby making their unreasonable actions justifiable.
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Despite my anger and the fact that my daughter was scared to tears by the situation, I knew I had to keep my cool. I sat aside with my daughter taking down names of the personnel involved on my mobile phone. I was told to wait for another officer of a higher rank to decide on the matter, and I was still hoping whoever the higher ranked officer that was coming will have the logical thinking to acknowledge that what I had said to my daughter was a simple, harmless private conversation taken completely out-of-context. At about 7.30pm, the Sergeant-in- charge, Amran Buang came. After I explained the full context of the incident to him, he refused to make a decision and decided to escalate it further to the Auxilary Police and State Police. He said that the word "bomb" is very sensitive and I should not have mentioned it twice. I explained to him that I did not know saying the word "bomb" is against the law, and I further explained that I did not say the word "bomb" in a threatening context to the officer, the word "bomb" was taken completely out of context as part of an answer to my daughter's question. Despite my explanation, he said he cannot make the decision and my case has to be escalated to higher authorities.
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Meanwhile, at about 7.40pm, my son's visa cleared and my husband and my son came in through the customs. After knowing what had happened, my husband tried to talk to Sergeant Amran Buang, further explaining to him that we are just a family going on holiday and what I have said to my daughter had been taken out of context. Again, no one was bothered to listen. And again, we were told to wait for another officer with an even higher ranking. With time ticking away and at 7.55pm with no sign of the higher authorities appearing, we knew then our hope of boarding our flight had diminished. Whilst waiting, Stephen S Naidira (the security officer) gathered with a few security officers at the side, including Sivamalar to discuss how they should present their statement to the police when they arrive later to make sure that they are adequately covered, and that they are just following the rule and doing what they were told to do. They said by insisting that they are taking actions "by-the-book" , they would be ok. I hope by now you have a clear picture of the situation.
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My kids were both crying then, with more and more policemen arriving which scared the living daylights of them, and with no hope to continue our holiday plans. I believe every action inside the terminal is recorded and I would insist that your review the CCTV recordings on that night to know that I am only stating the truth without exaggeration. You can also see that during the entire episode, I was not at any point defiant or rude or refused any further check by the officers, despite the infuriating situation that me and my family were put through. I know it is important to stay vigilant to protect Singapore. I have young children, I know how important it is, which is why I complied without complaining when I had to remove my boots for scanning. However, here is an obvious case of the security officers trying to get away with their rudeness and aggressiveness by taking things way beyond what was necessary, in the name of following the security protocol. They were really angry when I asked for their names from Mr. Ricky Lim, and they knew very well then that they can abuse their power to make things very difficult for me and my family. At around 8.05pm, we were informed by the Tiger Airways personnel that the plane will have to depart and they will off-load our luggage from the plane. At around 8.10 p.m., the State Police and other policemen arrived to take our statement. In the entire episode, the State Police and the SWISS PORT personnel were the only ones who conducted themselves professionally and offered us consolation and meaningful advice. They have also at some stages expressed their personal views that they acknowledged this incident was gravely mis-handled on the part of the security officers. The State Police further confirmed that there is no case against us, and they would just need to complete the paperwork. The Budget Terminal manager came to meet me and said that whilst he empathized with our situation, it is an airport security protocol and frankly, it's "just too bad" that this happened to us.
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My statement and my daughter's statement only completed at about 10.45p.m. The counter service staff, Ms Nur Aisah Bte Ali Hassan was very helpful and advised us on our next steps. She was kind enough to ask us to return the next day to change the traveling dates and advised the additional charges involved. I am not given a report for this case, but my case number with the State Police is P/20070309/0015. I was already told by the State Police that the case is closed without further action. For the ordeal that my family had been put through, I would want an official reply from CAAS and all relevant authorities addressing the following : - Whether the security officers were trained to handle passengers with such bad attitude and rudeness and if such actions by them are condoned by authorities. I would insist you to refer to the CCTV recordings during the period of the incident. What actions would be taken by CAAS and all relevant authorities with reference to both the security officers, Mr. Stephen S Naidira ad Ms. Sivamalar, for their unruly behavior and attitude? Surely, characters as such do not belong to a national airport that aspired to be a world class traveling hub.
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What actions would be taken by CAAS and all relevant authorities with reference to Sergeant Amran Buang, who had the authority to end this episode promptly, but instead decided to prolong our ordeal for no justifiable cause? Is it a protocol that even after establishing the facts that we, as a family poses no security threat, there is still a need to escalate the matter to the authority and have the State Police and other policemen carry out a full investigations only to end up in vain? Why is it that even at level of Sergeant, whom I reckon is better educated, experienced, and able to make logical sense of the whole situation, refuse to make a simple decision and end our ordeal quickly? Is this a Singapore civil service practice where decision making is pushed and shoved from one level to another no matter how obvious what the final decision should be from the very beginning? Whether all the officers concern are properly trained and competent to handle such situation. Besides hardware ( i.e. the protocol book), are they taught to apply the software (i.e . common senses)? Is it really a protocol that as long as the word "bomb" is mentioned twice by a person (once being asked to repeat by the officer) ??then no matter what context, tone, situation and profile of the person who said it, it would not be taken into consideration? What if my daughter instead of asking me a simple question about my shoes, decided to say: "mummy, according to news report, there are speculations that the recent Indonesian air crash may be attributed to a bomb inside the plane." Would your security officer would come up to her and ask her to repeat one more time, and she would be put under arrest? Your staff kept telling me that saying the word "bomb" in the airport is illegal and I can go to jail. They quoted newspaper examples of how people have gone to jail because of that.
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I think your staffs need to be trained to understand and differentiate situations and circumstances. As far as I knew, the people that went to jail had VERBALLY THREATENED staff members in the aviation service or had DELIBERATELY caused public alarm using sensitive words. My case was clearly none of the above. Even if, I am saying if, indeed its illegal to mention the word "bomb" in the airport no matter what context, the person involved need to be warned ahead of time. You cannot arrest a person for committing something illegal when the person has no idea that the word is illegal in the first place. Your staff could have given me a verbal warning to say that such sensitive words should be refrained in the airport and I would have walk away remembering the warning. But instead, they decide to let the matter escalate further. Who is to compensate for the expenses that are already incurred and forfeited for this trip, and our emotional stress and duress during the entire episode? The total cost incurred, including air tickets, accommodation, and land tours amount to about $4,200. We had to put up with hours of humiliation with more than twenty policemen and officials surrounding us, questioning us, checking our luggage through and through. We had put up with never-ending questioning from different departments, and best of all, repeated checks on my same pair of boots.
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My kids were terrified, puzzled, disappointed and exhausted from this entire ordeal. My husband and I are left with one week of applied leave and no vacation and holiday to look forward to. I would like to state that not everyone that we came across in this episode had been unpleasant. I wish to take this opportunity to express my gratitude for the empathy shown by the State Police and the SWISS PORT personnel. I will be waiting for your reply. Please let me know when to expect it in email. In the mean time, I may seek legal advice for my rights and entitlement in this incident.

Yours sincerely Sandra Tan xxxxxx I/C : Sxxxxxx
Blk xxx, Tampines Ave. 5
#xx-xx, Singapore xxxxx
Mobile : xxxxx

Choking

Felt like a whole bag of apples was stuffed down my throat today when I heard the news being announced.

Whats new you would think?
Nothing new of course.. given that its been the same for 30 over years.

The king keeps his seat warm, stands up for his son to take his place, and grows ever more complacent.

It still makes me feel sick in the stomach. So sick I feel like vomitting.

Don't wonder why people leave this country.
We love the country and our people, but not the way its run by you.

At a point, where more things get stuffed down our throats and we are running out of air... thats when we have to get out to breathe real air.

Everything here is a myth.
Its just sad that there are so many people who are happily and blissfully living in this myth.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Twisted logic

Ministers who deal with billions of dollars cannot be paid low salaries without risking a system malfunction. Low salaries will not attract able men who are or can be successful in their professions or business.

Low salaries will draw in the hypocrites who sweet talk their wayinto power in the name of public services, but once in charge will show their true colour, and ruin the country.

This has happened in many countries


http://theonlinecitizen.com/2007/03/23/the-case-for-higher-salaries-for-government-ministers/



Dear mm,

Pardon me, if you feel that I don't understand politics or how the country is really run.
Of course, we are grateful for how our country has turned out. Nice, clean, disciplined, safe.

But enlighten me on this.

Money prevents corruption?
Money prevents greed only to attract the best?
If I'm a hypocrite, I'll only be attracted by money.

Then tell me please, why are there now so many less-than-desirable general practictioners who care less about a patient's health, than how many patients they see a day; how much medicine they can prescribe to 'milk' the most out of that patient's condition; and simply how almost every symptom can be diagnosed as a common cold?

Tell me too, why there are more teachers these days (because you guys said that pays had to be raised in order to attract more good teachers to the teaching profession) who are also less-than-desirable as teachers. I don't have to see how they teach, but look at how some of the younger generation is turning out...

In case anyone got me wrong, I don't mean all G.Ps and teachers in general. There are still good doctors and teachers out there, otherwise we would be in dire straits now.

The case is the same for politics. No?
Maybe these people are just in the wrong party.

If you are so sore about comparing your salary to what 'could have been' if you were a top lawyer, then get real, don't be a politician.

Just as how we are expected to work for our passion... being possibly the worst paid, in terms of skills and specialised knowledge, in this entire economy. If we are to complain about how we are poorly paid, we would just be told that this industry isn't suitable for us.

Go get a normal stable high paid job then.

Maybe being a maid in a foreign country could earn me more than I do now.


......your apartment will be worth a fraction of what it is, your
jobs will be in peril, your security will be at risk and our
women will become maids in other people's countries" - MM Lee



Saturday, April 07, 2007

3 great teachers

We had a long chat today after supper that we totally lost track of time.
We talked about life, about future plans, about how to break out of the capitalist system of this country, about what it means to be satisfied, and about how living life is a matter of perspective.

What it helped me conclude was one thing.
I was fortunate to have met 3 great teachers in my life.

Mr L.
The one who taught me theatre and gave me the confidence I never had in my life by helping me believe that I can be, beyond the person that I already was.

Ah Beng
The one who taught me about society, by questioning everything around me and not taking life for granted.

Uncle Z
The one who is teaching me everything I need to know about music and what it means to be succesful yet humble .


I hope you find that teacher in your own life too ;)

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

cold cold, go away

everytime he returns, i fall sick.

maybe thats why he always thinks i don't stay behind much to help out.

but its alright. I'm not like people who only show up for work when the boss is around.

now, I just wanna get my health back in tabs. Because... it just sucks so bad, sneezing all the time, wherever I go, in front of everyone possible.

And worse.... my nose is sore and red.

can't this cold just go away?

Which side of the coin are you

An optimist laughs to forget, a pessimist forgets to laugh.
Author : UnKnown


A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.
Author : Winston Churchill


The pessimist complains about the wind; the optimist expects it to change; the realist adjusts the sails.
Author : William Arthur Ward


http://www.withfriendship.com/quotes/optimist-quotes.php?type=allinone



Monday, April 02, 2007

終於發行了 =)




Recommended songs:

- 貓頭鷹
- 旋律 / Melodi

- 淋雨中
- 復活
- 蒼蠅的淚滴
- 訊號