my heart is smiling :)

I don't know how long I've not had such a true feeling inside me.. such true joy that cannot be falsified.

It comes when a good deed has been done, when we've brought a bunch of strangers together and who have bonded. We see in them a reflection of ourselves in the past. We know that they will grow together as true friends, as we did ourselves. We know that they will be the very reflection of Mayday's friendship.

This is what we've wanted all along. We've wanted people to be happy.
Even though we've let others misunderstood us along the way, causing them to become unhappy, we have come to a decision to break away.

This is only possible, because our friendship has become so strong... so strong that we can believe that anything is possible. So strong that it can stand even without mayday supporting it. So strong that we can find joy simply in the company of each other.

Seeing them chatting away and everyone bonding, all happy and laughing yesterday... reaffirmed me that all the hurdles we have experienced, the stares we have endured, the socialising that we have compromised with all along... is worth it.

I am smiling from my heart. Not because of Mayday, but because I have brought happiness to others.

And this is really how I want my life to be.