are things starting to look better?

just as i feel all drained out and almost giving up on alot of things, a few good things have happened to me within this week itself.

One of the best, would be the job i just got offered by my lecturer. even though its a sales job (which i personally would usually turn away because i just dislike making phonecalls), i just wanted to do it, because its my chance to work in a studio and gain experience of how the whole business works. the pay is real low.. and i'll have to travel quite far.. but i think its something i just want to give a try without saying no too quickly. anyway, he said i could try for a month to see how things go first.. so yup, i'll try :). i hope not just to change myself, but i hope to be able to be of help to their studio business too.

frankly, i'm quite afraid about how i'll fare in this job.. especially since he believes that its a job that i can handle.. but hey, i know nuts about sales even though i've done lots of customer service and liasing jobs before. as i told shir, i gotta learn to be more agressive... but i think apart from that, i think this job takes alot of thinking out of the box, to gain more business for the studio, considering the number of competitors in the market.

well, wish me luck.... i'm just hoping its those jitters that everyone is sure to get when they embark on a new job :P

anyway, the best part about this deal, is that he is allowing me to also do an intership as an engineer there later on.. even though he asked if i wanted to do both concurrently since the sales job is PT.. i just thought, better not try to do 2 things and be confused, then end up doing both badly. So, i decided to do wat was more urgent to him first... the sales.. then later the internship.

BOTH, which i hope i won't disappoint him.

to me, this will be finally a break for me, to finally get to do something close to what i like.. and have the chance to observe the more experienced guys there work.

think i'll just have to not think too much and worry too much, and just go do it. i don't want to be like hamlet, wondering if he should 'be' or not 'be'... when you can just 'be'. Just didn't want to give up on this chance, so i shall have to believe in myself this time round!