shutting out unhappy thoughts

and now, just focusing on happy ones.

today was really interesting and it was great to be able to observe such talented people. although i didn't have much to do today, and felt more like a flower pot. But still, I did enjoy myself and i'm glad for this opportunity to come back to do this event, even though i've already left.

tomorrow will be another interesting day i'm sure =)

being there, it always makes me feel confident of myself. Knowing that there are people who trust me and believe in my capabilities. its even made me wonder if i should go back. but then... is that really what i want?

which other place is there, who confidently takes me in without interviewing, having full belief in what I can do for them?

which other place gives me responsibilities so huge that I sometimes don't even believe i can pull it off, but eventually i do?

I wish I can find another place like this. I don't hope to go back.. beacuse of the same reasons that I left. Yet, I feel comfortable with these people, because they are able to put their full trust in me.

I just want to be me. Me as I am...

Shall not think too much for now, but I will just have fun till the show this Friday. I'm sure it will be a fantastic one. And its just great getting to meet all these people =)... truly a melting pot of talent.