What for?
I really hate the fan scene.. not just here, but everywhere.
There's too much competition, too much jealousy, too much suspicion. So much so, that I prefer being a regular supporter.
I just want to support a band that inspires me, that drives me to achieve their benchmark.
I've distanced myself now. I don't socialise and I stay as low as I can. I don't want people to know who I am. I just wan to happily enjoy a performance by a band that I love.
These days I don't have that much time to really care about these, but the rubbish still comes walking to me no matter what.
Its hard to escape from it. But seriously, what is there to compete about?
posted by Florence @ 1:50 am
9 Comments
9 Comments:
Realli sad to see the local fan scene becoming in this way. We might seem to be 'dao' to ppl, but then we just don't want to care too much already. Why can't everyone just be like before? I also love to talk to people, but then it doesn't seem to be the case for others. People always view you as you have motive. *sad* So just keep to ourselves will do.
whoever believes in you will continue to believe in you.. those who don't then don't bother...
To have to bother with wat others think is really too "chen zhong"... now i juz choose to do wat i juz like to do.... zhi yao dui de qi zi ji,you jue de kai xin jiu hao....
what happened?
something serious happened?
hmmm... anyway.. i still love mayday's songs a lot and would always support them :DDD
alamak... we have been toking abt tis for quite sometime liao... we all wan to be juz a low profile supporters & yes we did it.. but others kip pointing arrow either diretly or indirectly to us... so heck care man, juz do watever we wan freely... hope one day those ppl will wake up & stop all these competition as mayday is not juz their!!!
i think all of us should practice "see no evil, hear no evil" hahahaa... if u realli just want to be a regular fan then simply learn how to see all the good things and take things as they are. dun read so much into "why are pple showing their photos to the whole damn world" or wat. i guess now that the internet has become such a huge part of our lives we do sorta naturally post our "private" stuff online. so big deal? like blogs are supposed to be our diaries? but the stranger-est of all strangers can also access right?
like wat Boh said, they're just 5 regular guys; and with a lot of luck, they made it big. thank goodness they chose to take everything simply, and remain as down-to-earth as they can. shall we also take everything as simply as we can? and love them for simply who they are?
-maydayed (oops paiseh a bit long)
see no evil, hear no evil? we tried practising it n we r still practising it. but the result? we still get arrowed. we take things as they are, we din read much into what others are doing. but the result? we still get arrowed. we still get unnecessary unfriendly stares.
all we want to do is simple, to show our support to the 5 wonderful guys who had inspired us, that's all. we certainly dun deserve all that. what's the point in arrowing us?
we all know the difference of a real life and a dream. we have our own lives, we live our own lives. we dun dream abt them being our boyfriends, hubbies.
it's not a matter of the 5 guys. there's nothing wrong with them. we love them simply for what they are, their simple self.
really dun understand. what's there to compete abt?
ok~~ So the whole photo issue thingy started from me, issit?????
erm~ I am really reallly really sorry... Not trying to defend myself or anything~
But hmm... I reallly really showed it on msn cos my friends wanted to see... and erm... on my blog, the same case......
I really really really did not show it to flaut anything...
i apologise for this mistake that I've made... really sorry... ok?
I will take those pics down if it really bothered many ppl...
I really din expect this kind of things to happen......
Once again.... I am sorry......
its weird how things develop haha.. well, my whole point about the blog entry isn't an emphasis on photos on anything.
But about intentions.
You'll only look at others with suspscion if you yourself are guilty of something.
The world is simple, the 5 guys are simple, its the distorted intentions of others that make things complicated.
I'm sorry to anyone who thinks I've been unfriendly to you, because I didn't mean to. I hate making others unhappy, really. If I avoid you, it only means I don't know what the right way is to face you.
I just want to stay low profile. I don't want to be known as the blah blah blah of some group or anything. I don't have any benefits for anyone.
As I always said, if all you want is pure friendship, I can give it to you without doubt.
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